Since its the first of December, i realized that its getting closer and closer to my birthday. Normally i am all gungho about it, but now i am turning 30 years old this year. The one time i ever will be and the one person i wanted to celebrate this milestone in my life isnt here in physically form to let me know how proud she is of me that i have made it this far. Sure, everyone can say but she is there for in spirit and all that... but to me its not the same... not the same at all. Its something you need to physically hear those words and spend that time with you. I so wish of all things that she could be here for 2 minutes and to let me know. Makes me sad actually to be celebrating my birthday without her. Ucenter Dress old Hollywood wears for prom party